Adopted
Female
Korean
American
Swiss

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Value is...

Reducing a human down to data is humbling and dehumanizing. ​

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Are they talking street value?

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Or world market...

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People don't know about other people's childhoods unless they knew them, were there, or are digging...

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What mysteries of the past are buried? Is there a good reason why?

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Who's to say? What matters? 

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I didn't adopt myself. I didn't say "hey, buy me as a baby in my mother's womb..." I didn't say I want those ones. I didn't give consent. 

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I didn't get that.

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Privilege. Human Rights. Child Rights. 

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I was flown across the ocean with international paperwork that has deep government and foreign relations implications that surpasses even my conscious understanding on a global-awareness level, because it's all insane to me. People who are less and small-town with a one track mind want to call me a crazy, a whore, and all of these other degrading witch-hunting terms. 

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For the record, Linda and Nana are witches like Christian's mom and DJ's grandma... Witchcraft as we know it in America is Germanic and White European based. The black magic comes from East Europe. The blacks brought voodoo and hoodoo to France and Italy. It's geographic. Swiss has mountain witches and baby magic. It's all a different world and realm there. 

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However, they do that here. They're trying to send foreign encampment like groups to set up here based on witchcraft and wizardry, because they think that they'll live the "American Dream" at Disneyland fun world of beach vacations like they see on Sandals Jamaica cruise line ads...

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And I'm crazy? 

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I think not.

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I know not.

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I know better.

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They don't. 

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That's the difference...

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Clearly, I am American and another race. 

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Those ones will try to blend in based on their white skin even though they're like totally something else entirely. 

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​In the world market of human baby trafficking, the countries and races and genders have different values. Most white American couples can't afford that. They're having babies to have tax write-offs and to pretend like they're good people... They don't care. No one cares. That's the issue. 

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Even when they say they care, they're lying to hide their jealousy. 

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It's a spiritual crisis of humanity and the souls on this Earth.

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I'm not like other girls in a common meme moniker to signify that they're different in a way that separates them somehow from the rest when they're exactly like everyone else... That's the level of American mental magic of pure insanity that's been passed down generations that I deal with on the daily. 

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Everyone has "their people". I don't. I just have people who lie to my face and behind my back and then want to pretend like they have a justification to do me wrong, hurt me, and steal from me. In what world does that make sense in any way? On a spiritual level, that doesn't check out. It never will. 

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Justice is when the spiritual is made manifest in the material world and people experience the far-reaching implications of doing wrong and bad things on purpose. That's accountability and balance. There's so much corruption and double-speak in the government, really - all governments, which shows human nature. Add racism, violence, and porn into that mix and you have the current cluster-eff of absolute ridiculousness of 2025.

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^ That consciousness can not be replicated by a copycat or artificial input and output source of machinery. Words, things, content is more than just words on a page - when it's quality and pertinent. 

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Montauk is in the Hamptons. I have an ex-bestie who married some dude from Rochester and moved to Germany in the army. I had an ex from the Hamptons, and he'd talk about it and the house, the weird deer, the boarding school, the winery, and the Montauk Projects with all of the abandoned buildings. I watched the Coney Island hacker show years ago. He reminds of that on a good day. Anyways, Stranger Things is based on that story. My childhood mall was where they filmed Season 2. Do they still do Iowa testing? I was gifted student as a child, a special child, an award-winning child who excelled in arts, academia, and athletics. I wasn't always the nicest, but I was part of government testing, child pornography rings, and more. 

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You wouldn't know that about me. 

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Q or Anon or QAnon is not what most people think. It was something else before it was known as a thing in all of the chatroom platforms and stuff. One guy I knew was taught how to hack by his uncle and the feds showed up on his doorstep. He was like 12? You're not supposed to say stuff - you'll get killed. I think Q is based in South America as an anti-intelligence decentralized digital agency or conglomerate of individuals who do like the V for Vendetta thing via other secret government agencies. That would be my educated guess. When you wake up and realize that everything is the way it is for a reason, you can reflect on why that is and how to circumvent that or anticipate objections. Watch the evil ones run with that... Don't fall for it.

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I have one early childhood memory when Guy and Linda were drug addicts and swingers... I think it was 2nd birthday or someone's birthday, and I had a balloon. There was a clown and strippers. They were drinking alcohol and screaming and dancing around. I was a pretty quiet baby. 

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Who knows how many times I was raped for child porn as a child. Did someone break in and steal me as a child? I've done hypnosis, and it's too overwhelming to go back that far. The body stores trauma, so it remembers. That often triggers tears, hysteria, or spasms. It's healing. Release. 

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Another thing that happened that was like the OA was when I was two and jumped out of the van during winter onto a black ice puddle and banged my head on the back of the foot panel. I was screaming and wailing as he carried me into Brewhaha, which still exists today. I've gone back as an adult multiple times. It's normal to go back to the spot of trauma. It's weird. Psychology. Anyways, I lived, but I have a huge dent in my head, and Guy really did get scared. It was that bad. I also made it on the jumbotron at a baseball game...

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Why would I be sleepy? 

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They like to put stuff in our drinks and foods. I was out of it a lot or sick as a child, so that's something to note. 

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Beyond that, there are secret societies that exist all over the world and their common denominator is a set of spiritual beliefs or principles that binds them together. They're all different and all the same. There are also cults which are like tribes - the saga of oppression and domination repeats. 

Technically, we are in the Age of Aquarius. The Kali Yuga ended...

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I remember the kaleidoscopes, the glockenspiel, the bubble wands, the slinkies, the silly puddy, the zebra gum, the binocular slides, and more. 

Those are signs of "special children" used for government testing. 

I've also had alien abduction encounters. My first stop was Portland, OR. Mount Hood has a lot of UFO stories and Big Foot stories. I've known people that have had weird encounters their with unexplainable things in the Pac West area. Washington is also known as a high activity area of that sort. 

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MK Ultra is the headphones and the sounds and the programs with the coding and programming and the indoctrination and the mind control. 

I had a black Michael Kors trench coat from the Ellenton Outlets. I lost the belt after a night of clubbing with a friend. I had to stop the taxi, get out, puke, and then I lost my belt. There's so many blacked out nights...

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I went to high school in Zurich, Switzerland. I'm the ultimate reality test, because the Americans can't fathom, the Canadians are pure chaos, and Mexico is just evil and incessant. So yeah, you don't have to believe me. I'm not going to force you, unlike you... 

There are closed doors. 

There are open doors. 

There are halls of mirrors. 

There is truth what you don't know.

How can you say that I'm wrong, 

when you lack knowing,

orientation, 

intelligence,

heart,

sanity,

balance,

experience,

knowledge,

wisdom,

and mystery?

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I know that I'm not that important. 

Or am I? 

Are you the arrogant, cocky, poor, wrong, bad, evil, undeserving, lying, manipulative, underhanded, desperate, judgmental, inferior? 

Or am I?

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Based on what in what world? 

That's the follow-up question. 

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Maybe people don't understand, because they don't know...

Because they weren't personally invited...

Because they're forceful, manipulative, lying imposters...

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There's a difference between an invitation and an invasion. 

How are you so confident that you matter and are right?

Where do you get off?

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There's old witches and covens who feast on children, rape, blood, and violence. There's young ones who feed the old ones and vice versa. The streets, the neighborhoods, the signs, the clubs, the associations, the affiliations, the politicians, the business men, the banks, the beaches, the traffic, the tourism, the celebrities, the nightlife, the drugs, the mob, the mafia and more ...

There are different colors.
 

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