Does that sound spammy or what...

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Are you in love with AI or a bot?

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Are you sure your partner isn't a robot...

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Homeland Security. National Security. Secret Service. Pentagon. Quantico. 

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So, they're sending 350,000 Venezuelans back... Joe has cancer... Trump got a new Saudi plane... Al-Queda is still a thing... Sweden awarded me with a global leader award pertaining to mental health, influence, and pioneers in the Wellness space, which is over a billion-dollar industry...

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Meanwhile, I have a slew of families that are not blood related. I am adopted as a third race, have moved my entire life, and went to high school in Zurich. I graduated college early with honors and a scholarship. I ticked off all the boxes. I checked off all of the things you're "supposed to do" as a good person, an upstanding citizen, and a successful woman. 

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That didn't really work out for me... Not when I look like this... Have a personality like this (that I was born with... I've been like this.)... And am actually spiritual and excellent at my job with marketable skills in a city. 

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I didn't get to cash out in the entertainment industry. I didn't get to dye my hair, or do a tattoo apprenticeship that I got when I was 19. I didn't get to look the way I wanted, follow my dreams based on passion and talent... I didn't get to do the easy way out of modeling or dancing. I had to work 10x harder than my white classmates and coworkers, and yet they still make it about themselves and their personal issues that pale in comparison to mine - even though that's not how trauma works... but still... nevertheless...

 

This is important, and I've been the target of racism, sexism, and ageism by gaggles of covens, frauds, scammers, con artists, fake spiritualists, cults, and secret societies that link to the Underworld of porn, prostitution, drugs, alcohol, hacking, tracking, bdsm, music, fuel, and human sex-trafficking across state lines, borders, and oceans. That's intense, and I haven't even told you the half of what they did to me on purpose without remorse while laughing, profiting off of me, cloning me, and stealing from me as deceivers. 

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I was known in Chicago. I was known in Europe from the Alps to the Vatican to Spain. All of it in Western Europe. I caught all eyes in Asia and South America. The entire cavalry military showed up in the square in Peru...

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That's weird. 

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They have an embassy, unlike Ecuador. 

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There's a bunch of liars that have constructed macro and micro cosms of scavenger hunts and gauntlets of organized crimes that run through different syndicates based on military intelligence, the inside confidential or classified information, and conspiracies that were leaked and disclosed by the CIA in relation to other international secret intelligence groups. That information pertains to the essentials of psychological warfare, logistics, and artillery. 

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I was born in Seoul, South Korea and shipped off at 8 months in a plane - not a boat... I don't have a cleft palette unlike a cousin of incest... who is on the side of disclosed dead babies. Her son also had a deformation. I will not go to Africa ever. I also will not go to Pakistan or Dubai. I won't go to Argentina. I won't go to Mexico again. One and done. When Tulum was unspoiled...

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With the inception of the concept of leisure travel at a globalism level of industry and machinery, the world has drastically changed with an air of inevitability and a cloud of superstitious doom and gloom... The sounds of the Industrial Revolution... I probably shouldn't say this but...

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Think of the Industrial Revolution as the moment in time when money became time and time became money. The most industrialized countries benefit as they are in the "future" compared to the other worlds... There's pros and cons to everything, but who invented what when for who - but really why? Notice, I didn't even mention "how"...

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Black gold a.k.a. oil is the main fossil fuel source of fuselage, lobbyists, and Texas riches and natural disasters in The Gulf. What does a lobbyist do? 

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When they say mining for cryptocurrency, what does that mean?

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Is that like Minecraft...

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As more and more immigrants get dumped here or arrive en masse, the American backbone continues to bend to grabbing hands, fake identities, and mimicry as imitation as weaponry. The race crisis and confusion continues to worsen, and the country's national debt explodes while people get facelifts and bitch about their sex lives whilst they ignore their children...

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Welcome to The New American Dream.

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Inflation is such a bitch...

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If I wasn't spiritual, I'd be a huge greedy attention whore and top mob or cartel boss... I probably would. I could... but my spirituality stops me. 

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I've seen the world of poverty of other lands that most Americans would never dare venture to. They just decide to be jealous and judgmental when they couldn't and wouldn't even go, because they're racist, ignorant, and awkwardly American. World travel isn't for everyone. It can be dangerous. 

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Most people don't like Americans...

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When people flood the already stressed systems of immigration, jail, housing, transportation, and job market (if they even do that), the cracks appear and things start leaking. The people escape their homelands to come here and play pretend and try to do what everyone else does while throwing stones and hiding their hands. People hire foreign hitmen. They start inside jobs and networks based on Fake IDs, fake documents, forged signatures, and elaborate fraud schemes to take American identities, money, and more. 

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They think - who's gonna stop me and why should I care? 

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Well... that's why there's ICE, FEMA, Racism, cults, covens, secret societies, and corrupt authorities... They'll use them, jail them, or throw them to the wolves. Don't come to America and expect people to care. 

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Everyone here is already unhappy in some way or another. 

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The grass is greenest where you water it...

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There is no such thing as a better, bigger deal...

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All you have is the present moment.

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You can be an atheist and choose to believe in nothing. You can choose to believe in God. You can be a bad person and go to church. You can be a good person and not believe in anything. That's your freewill choice, if you're not born into something or grandfathered in... very well for you.

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Are you Jewish?

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In America, Islam will never be popular or accepted. You will received hate and discrimination because of 9/11. That'll never change, like whores that go to Dubai will be slain, employed as spies, and/or so on and so forth...

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That's just "way of the world stuff"... I guess. 

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"Real World Stuff"...

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People glorify all of these media prostitutes like they're not damned and hellbound for all eternity. Their materialism, manipulation, and masks are all they have. To me, what an empty, vapid, and unsatisfying lifestyle. 

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Sounds like bad choices to me.

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People always get me wrong. They're racist. They're jealous and confused. They're lost and ignorant and so confident in whatever lies they were spoonfed as children who never fully developed into full-grown adults of cognitive maturity due to a host of reasons. Decrepit beginnings in the pit.

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You know, they're all living lies and spinning plates until they fall.

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Gravity is a constant. 

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Be yourself. Everyone else is already taken. I think Dr. Seuss or Van Gogh said that. Van Gogh is only famous because of his brother who believed in him and his paintings after he died with one ear and cataracts...

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Hay Bails... Bales... 

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Rolls.

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At the demon level of the tunnels of hell of pure hatred, violence, exploitation, and cycles of abuse, all they care about is crime. They only want to do crime while they're on who knows what with brain damage and sociopathy. They're narcissists because all they care is about their narrative of playing the victim, twisting the truth, and over-dramaticizing their side while discarding the other half... That's a web of lies for a sole agenda. 

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My past is littered with psychopaths, sociopaths, and narcissists with inherited patterns and diagnoses of bipolar schizophrenia, alcoholism and addiction, and violence. I've met their families and stuff. Common denominators include: The Caribbean, islands, South America, Europe, gambling, cyber-crime and hacking, cars, substances and abuse, divorce, mixed families with kids from differing sperm donors, porn, guns, and real estate. Sounds like a bad Hulu show... That rates at #1 for a month or three...

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The drama is theirs. It's exhausting. 

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I was like everyone's therapist of compassion and positivity that was truthful and based on something meaningful that resonated, because my life has been so difficult and hard. I've overcome a ton of real shit that you wouldn't really understand and would make fun of and take wrong, so why explain anything to you... You don't deserve that from me. 

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You're just nosy, judgmental, and jealous based on racism and your insecurities, insufficiencies, and past issues. That's not fair to take that out on me. I've lived such an array of life and lives with different people at different times all over the world that the puzzle isn't a puzzle. It's a hologram. 

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There aren't words for some things.

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That typically means it's personal. 

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So why do you push, stalk, lurk, leer, pry, dig, plant, collude, coerce, force, and invade when you're clearly in the wrong with no valid justification?

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I am not a public, common-use object. 

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That may be fine for you and yours but not for me. 

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Don't pretend to be me and take from me...

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Just know what you're getting into... It cheapens you and makes you look like a fool so people have a reason to come after you. The pretenders have capitalized off of me, because of their jealousy, greed, and lies. 

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They're disgusting. They're trash. They don't deserve. 

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That is not important. That does not matter. 

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That doesn't last, isn't original, and doesn't stick. 

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So enjoy your karma...

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